Lost

I look deep inside,
deep deep inside my soul,
I find nothing,
nothing at all,
but a space,
an empty space.

Nothing to see but a black mass of nothingness,
Seeing nothing there,
I feel lost,
Needing to cry,
No reason to though,
Confusion overtaking me.

What is it that possessess me?
What's causing it?
A poltergeist of sadness ,
Depression, and Hormones,
All possess me like an uncontrolable dementia.

WHY?