As I Gaze

As I gaze into the sky I see clouds of all shapes and sizes, forming familiar shapes that are figments of imagination.

As I gaze into the window I see people rushing by,
Cars chasing after one another forming familiar actions.

As I gaze up at the wall I see a familiar blue colour,
All surrounded by pictures of favourite things and idols.

As I gaze into the mirror I see a whole person there,
A person that stares back at me with no reason to.

Yet, as I gaze into myself I see an unfulfilled nothing,
That everyone torments leaving an empty hole never to be filled that once contained my self confidence.

Why? You answer my question!